Ya know, I realize that I broke you. I lied right to your face and broke a promise. You also slept with my best friend. Right after you left my house. I forgave you. But yet you still can't forgive me after I've apologized countless times and cried over the fact that I hurt you the way I did. So why is it so hard that after a year of me begging for a chance, you still can't do it?
Then! All you do is get my hopes up! You act like I mean so much to you. And we make plans to see each other, then you stop answering me when it comes to follow through with our plans and I'm broken. Do you realize that every time you do that, you break me?! Just like I "broke you" when I lied to you. I've been here for you for the past 2 years and when there's a tough time in my life, all you have to say is "sorry." That word doesn't have a meaning to me anymore because you ruined it. The word "sorry" means that you feel bad about something you did and you won't do it again. But you keep hurting me and I still want to be with you.
Now I'm sitting here trying to hold back tears because I want to show people that I'm strong, but really, I'm weak because you keep breaking me down. So now all I have to say is sorry. Sorry for hurting you. Sorry for lying. Sorry for breaking you. And sorry for trying every single day to prove you wrong and show you that I won't hurt you ever again.
I'm sorry.
No comments:
Post a Comment