Can't wait until you're gone

She doesn't deserve what you've put her through. You are by far one of the worst boyfriends I've ever heard if a girl being with. You emotionally abuse her to the point that she doesn't even wanna crack jokes around other people because she is scared that they'll get pissed just like you do. The drugs mean more to you than she does an no girl deserves that. You are a liar. You are shady. Your a druggy. And you don't deserve a girl like her. And she deserves soooo much better than you. You put her down and ignore her which no boyfriend should ever do to his girlfriend. You are a piece of shit. The fact that you can't answer her phone calls but then text her right away is one of the shadiest things a person can do. Why can't you answer the phone?
Oh! And whyyyyy on gods green earth are there girls texting you saying that they're horny or anything like that? If a man ever did that to me they would be gone in a heart beat.
She used to play that game that boys play. You know, where you lead on more than one person and then drop all of them except one. Usually she still talks to her guy friends when she has a boyfriend, but you freak out if I text her off a random number. But this time, she gave it all up for you. Because she only wanted you. No one else. Plus she knew that if she did talk to a friend. You wouldn't speak to her for hours. Then you would cry like a little bitch wanting her back. Stfu!
Honestly, you are controlling, emotionally abusive, shady, and a liar.
I can't wait for her to dump you on your ass so you can finally realize what you had but will never EVER have again.
She is the one girl that will stay loyal to you and always have your back. She's a gorgeous, smart, and hilarious girl that you will lose pretty soon here and I hope that when you lose her, it hurts you as bad as you've been hurting her.
You're a piece of shit.

Cool

Your out of my life for so long and I find someone who makes me happy. Then you show up out of no where...now my mind is everywhere and I don't know what to do. Cool...

Sorry.

Ya know, I realize that I broke you. I lied right to your face and broke a promise. You also slept with my best friend. Right after you left my house. I forgave you. But yet you still can't forgive me after I've apologized countless times and cried over the fact that I hurt you the way I did. So why is it so hard that after a year of me begging for a chance, you still can't do it?
Then! All you do is get my hopes up! You act like I mean so much to you. And we make plans to see each other, then you stop answering me when it comes to follow through with our plans and I'm broken. Do you realize that every time you do that, you break me?! Just like I "broke you" when I lied to you. I've been here for you for the past 2 years and when there's a tough time in my life, all you have to say is "sorry." That word doesn't have a meaning to me anymore because you ruined it. The word "sorry" means that you feel bad about something you did and you won't do it again. But you keep hurting me and I still want to be with you.
Now I'm sitting here trying to hold back tears because I want to show people that I'm strong, but really, I'm weak because you keep breaking me down. So now all I have to say is sorry. Sorry for hurting you. Sorry for lying. Sorry for breaking you. And sorry for trying every single day to prove you wrong and show you that I won't hurt you ever again.
I'm sorry.