People always say "Everything Happens for a Reason." I am one of those people. I truely believe that in life, everything does happen for a reason. But you always wonder, what is the reason??
Today, me and a close friend of mine got into a big fight. Over a rumor. That's not true, nor did I start it. Awesome, I know. My "friend" is accusing me of telling people that her and her ex are hanging out and talking when she has a boyfriend. Which is false. Never told anyone. Cool I know.
Also, the guy in my life, who is all that is on my mind. Last year we dated and I fell MADLY in love with him. He made me feel like I was the only girl in the world and when I was with him, nothing else mattered. Typical teenage girl in love. But we didn't break up because of a fight, we broke up because of age. 20 yr olds APPARENTLY can't be with 16 yr olds. Granted at that age, 4 years is alot; but, when I'm 18, he'll be 22....not exactly a big deal. So his parents found out we were dating and decided that could not/ should not be happening. So they made us end it. After that, I ended up having his father as my gym teacher. Lets just say his father knows a few...personal....things about me and his son. ;) ha. But anywho, I still love him. We still talk alot. I still get jealous when I know he's talking to other girls. I would do ANYTHING to get him back. Down the road I'll probably understand everything that has happened much better. But for right now, I just want to know...
What's the reason for my pain???
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